Adarna Aflame
FEU Advocate
June 21, 2023 09:35

By Beatrice Diane Bartolome
Orange hues illuminate the dark sky—clouds of smoke snuffing out the bright stars tonight. As I stand a couple of feet away from its source, the familiar but pungent smell of burning paper hit my senses. I watch with clenched fists and gritted teeth as they throw book after book into the burning pile. Stories—pieces of people destroyed in the name of propaganda. They gut buildings of books that told a history they try so hard to rewrite.
The fumes were making it hard to breathe, but I couldn’t move, as though heavy chains were weighing me down. I couldn’t tear my eyes away from this unholy cleansing. My heart had almost seized its beating. A million words were getting erased right in front of me. A million memories burning into dust. A million souls getting torn from their peace. A million souls torn from their peace. A sea of blood draining and all that is left? An empty piece of land, ripe for gentrification.
I could have lingered indefinitely, enveloped in unshakable sorrow, mourning the vanishing of the last ember of hope—unable to nurse the sores and wounds on my body for the ones that were now forming in my soul. I could’ve cemented myself in that place and time if it weren’t for a flash of bright pink catching my attention. I could pick out that specific shade of magenta from anywhere.
Then there they are, a group of students that once interned at my publishing house, wrapped in the colors of the revolution, and in their arms are books covered in ash so carefully held. How weren’t they caught wearing such bright colors? I’ll never know, but perhaps they preferred that. They embraced their role as the rosy-colored lighthouse amidst a vast, foreboding sea of red, fearlessly illuminating the path for those lost and confused. Unfazed by the potential dangers they might attract, their strength and determination endure because they were far from helpless.
When they finally noticed my gaze, they flash me knowing smiles. Through their exhaustion, they manage to reassure me with such a simple gesture. One of them, a tall girl, cocks her head towards an alley. An invitation. A hand stretched out. A way out of this nightmare.
As I cast one final gaze upon a burning legacy, I muster the resolve to step back and embark on a path towards a brighter one. A surge of hope fills my chest—the kids are alright. I think they're more than alright.
Other Stories
FEU braces dominance over UP despite injuries
February 25, 2024 11:09
AI, Nagbabalik! Multimedia Production class to delve on Esports and AI in VERSUS Untucked
November 28, 2023 09:18
FEU suffers sixth loss on Gonzales’ absence vs NU
November 05, 2022 12:47
Pagtindig sa mga Daluyong: Isang Panawagan Tungo sa #LigtasNaBalikEskwela
July 27, 2021 10:55
Point of Creation
August 01, 2021 12:58
Manila gov’t to suspend face-to-face classes amid GCQ
June 13, 2020 09:41
PBA drafts 5 former FEU Tamaraws
March 18, 2021 07:15
Nakahanda na ang Piging: Paglasap sa Tamis at Pait ng Pagdiriwang ng 'Marcos Day'
September 23, 2020 15:01
Ang Pitong Salita ni Juan
April 05, 2024 04:30
FEU administers October FEUCAT, offers multiple test dates
October 07, 2023 12:08